Whenever i look at him i see an X in my mind but a big fat happy yes in my beating heart. The motto everyone say is “follow your heart”, but why would i follow my heart if it only leads me to heartbreak, loving the wrong person, aches and missing. But those little feelings in me will never change even though i decide to follow the mind, you know the typical love feelings : the happiness forming that shy smile on my face, the butterflies i feel in my stomach and even my heart racing. How come that one person can make you feel that special just looking into your eyes. What should i follow the mind or the heart?